Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Father's Pride

As I'm holding you in my arms, I realize how much you've grown. Soon you'll be a child, a boy, a man. It only takes a moment, before the days of innocence are lost. I think about all of the things you must learn, or I must teach you, before you cross into the unforgiving grip of reality, and face the world on your own.

I will teach you how to walk, and swim, and ride a bike. We'll play catch, roast marshmallows, and fish till it's dark. I'll tell you stories of my past. You'll tell me plans for your future. We'll take trips, and see old friends, and keep secrets from your mother. While these moments may stand still, the clock keeps on ticking.

I can't wait for basketball games. I'll teach you everything I know. We'll put up a hoop in the driveway, and a light to lead the way. Your mom will call you in to eat, I'll convince her just 10 minutes more. I'll watch from the window as you practice, critiquing your every move. In the end I'll just smile, your just like me in every way.

I'll do my best to guide you son. I hope I don't let you down. I'll always tell you the truth, no matter the pain it might cause. I want you to stand up for what's right, and have faith in what you believe. I'll teach you right from wrong, and forgive you for your mistakes. I can only hope when all is said and done, that you have learned as much from me, as I will learn from you.

Time will tell the job I've done. One day you'll be on your own. A job. A family. A place to call home. The need for my approval will slowly fade away, as the choices you make, are of yours and yours alone.
As I'm holding you now in my arms, I realize how much you've grown. Time stands still for no man. I just wish, it would slow down.

4 comments:

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